Friday, September 30, 2011

WONDERFUL LIFE

THIS WONDERFUL WORLD I HAVE FOUND IN YOU
SHOWING ME THINGS THAT I SHOULD DO
NOT JUST THE THINGS THAT I SEE
BUT THE MARVELOUS LIGHT I RECEIVE FROM THEE
MAKING MY WAY THROUGH TIME AND SPACE
IN YOUR ARMS I'VE FOUND MUCH GRACE
BRINGING ME OUT OF THE MUCK AND MIRE
YOUR HOLY SPIRIT IS WHAT I DESIRE
I DON'T KNOW WHERE I HAVE PUT MY PAST
ALL I KNOW IS THAT THE FUTURE COMES FAST
ALL THE PATHS THAT I COULD TAKE
YOUR HOLY LOVE MAKES MY EARTH SHAKE
FOUR HOURS ALONE WITH MYSELF
THE CARES OF THE WORLD PUT ON THE SHELF
MY MIND RACES TO FIND THE FACTS
WORLDLY KNOWLEDGE SLIPS THROUGH THE CRACKS
REVEALING A SOUL THAT'S FRESH AND NEW
BUILT ON BEAUTIFUL LOVE FOR YOU
I CAN'T EXPLAIN THIS NEW FOUND PEACE
UNENDING LOVE THAT WILL NOT CEASE
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE BEEN EVIL BOUND
NOT LOOKING OR SEARCHING FOR WHAT I HAVE FOUND
NOT STRIVING TOWARDS A HEART THAT IS PURE
A PLACE TO GO I KNOW IS SECURE
AS YOUR LOVE HAS SOFTENED MY HEART
IT HAS GIVEN ME A PLACE TO START
A PLACE TO LAY MY BURDEN DOWN
WITHOUT A WORRY WITHOUT A FROWN
A TOWER TALL, A TOWER STRONG
BUILT ON TRUST AND SUFFERING LONG
WHERE I AM NOT LOOKING FOR THE BAD
BUT MORE TO SEE THE BLESSINGS I'VE HAD
A CHANGE IN PERSPECTIVE IF YOU WILL
WITHOUT A PIPE, A DRINK ,OR A PILL
A PURPOSE PURE AND ARRANGED
A FATHER WHOSE LOVE HAS NEVER CHANGED
A GLORIOUS GOD WHO MAKES THINGS NEW
WHO OFFERS THE SAME FOR ME AND FOR YOU
HIS BLOOD FROM THE CROSS POURS OUT OVER US
WITH HONOR, GLORY, WITH LOVE AND TRUST
JESUS CHRIST WITH OUT-STRETCHED HANDS
I FALL TO MY KNEES AND FOLLOW HIS COMMANDS

Friday, September 23, 2011

FIRST WEEK IS OVER

Wow! What a great day today!!! I am learning so much about my self and everything that God is doing in my life. Funny, a man can live for so long without realizing that nothing I have is truly mine. The Lord has had his hand on me for a long time just waiting for me to make the decision to listen to him. This has been a hard week for me because of Caleb's situation and my new found desire to be a mentor to my son. I know that God has control and I have nothing to fear when I give that control back to God. I have learned in this past year that when I humble myself and let God do what he does best that things turn out in his will. Those plans to prosper me, not to harm me to give me hope and a future are real!!!
Today was the end of my first week of training and tomorrow I go on a silent retreat. I am going to take a word fast and get close to God. All these questions left unanswered for years are starting to come to the surface.....THANK YOU LORD!!! Well, thank you to those who are following my blog and I look forward to letting you in on my journey. GOD BLESS!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

EAST TEXAS TRAINING

Good morning! Another day in East Texas! Yeeee Haw www!!! Today we are hearing about KINGDOM PRINCIPALS with a 3 hour lecture and lots of class participation. Sounds like fun. I will let you guys know how it goes....................

Monday, September 19, 2011

IN CLASS

Today has been a great day! I have been learning a lot about my new crewmates and the calling that God has had on us all. I now know that I know that I know!!!! It feels soooo good to know my purpose and feel sure that i am walking in God's grace. I am finally listening to that still, small voice in my head and believing what it is saying to me. THANK YOU LORD!!!!!! I want to thank those of you who are supporting me and extend an invitation to others to "come on board" with me as a crewmate!Pray that the Lord guide and provide for me in this endeavor. Well, got to get back to class !!!! GOD BLESS